No.1156
> Felt that she could make friends in the hospital but can't in Hololive. Has felt very isolated and alone
> Like even venting like this, she has no one whether it's IRL family, friends or anyone in Holo she can go to
> Even for collabs, she has to be the one to reach out and initiate instead of getting invited
> Apparently there was a Disney trip that every Holo went to except her. Implying that she got left out essentially
> Talked about how her father wanted a boy instead of a girl and a childhood moment where she stole from her mom's wallet to buy a tamagotchi and how angry her mom got when she found out. Then her mom came back to the store with Chaama and shouted at the store clerk for selling something so expensive to a child. That messed with her mental even more than getting caught
> Talked about wanting her childhood years back and how much time she's spent being a vtuber. Everyone tells her she's still young as she's only 23, but she already feels very old
> She won't even end stream as she's apparently scared there's something in her house that could take her away, so she's been streaming until morning so she doesn't have to be alone. She doesn't want to even look at her face in the mirror.
> She said in English, it's fine to show her hands cause she quit being a vtuber. Then she said in JP that she wants to stay but will likely get made to quit after this so whatever.
> When she talked about loving her fans and streaming, she talked in a past tense and laughed at a comment that said this feels like a final stream. She reiterated that she likes being here, likes management and wants to stay, but feels suffocated by said management and lack of results
No.1165
:T
No.1167
why were the videos deleted
No.1168
>>1167Yes why were the videos deleted
The people liked the videos
I want to speak to the site admin